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I believe you are sincere
and good at heart
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If you do not attain happiness always
remember that you are on the right road
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try not to leave it. Above
all, avoid falsehood
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every kind of falsehood,
especially falseness to yourself
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teach us something useful
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Watch over your own deceitfulness and
look into it every hour, every minute
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avoid being scornful, both
to others and to yourself
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What seems bad to you
within yourself will grow
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pure by the very fact
of you observing it
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-this is ridicilous
-we're paying for this
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you're a disgrace
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Avoid fear, though
fear is only the
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consequence of every
sort of falsehood
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Never be frightened at your own
faint-heartedness in attaining love
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Don't be frightened overmuch
even at your evil actions
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I am sorry I can say nothing more
consoling to you, for love in
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action is a harsh and dreadful thing
compared with love in dreams.
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Love in dreams is greedy
for immediate action,
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rapidly performed and
so everyone can see
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Men will even give their lives if only
the ordeal does not last too long but
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is soon over with all looking on
and applauding as if on a stage
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But active love,
active love is labour
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and fortitude
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Dostoyevsky
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so what was that all about?
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that's what we're here to discuss
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but you never discuss anything,
you just ask questions
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we've been stuck on the same
paragraph for a month and a half
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it's an important paragraph
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read it
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i believe you are sincere
and good at heart
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if you do not
attain happiness
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always remember
you are on the righ road
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try not to leave it
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a bove all, avoid
falsehood, every kind of
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falsehood, especially
falseness to yourself
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watch over your own
deceitfulness and
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look into it every
hour, every minute
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by the very fact of
your observing it
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-what do you make of that?
-it's good advice man
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-is it?
-you tell me
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i don't know
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but you're the teacher
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i teach literature,
i dont give advice
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you're wasting our time
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i'm asking you questions
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we're supposed to
ask the questions
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you're supposed to
give us the answers
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perhaps its not as
important to know
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the answers as it is to ask
the questions better
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there you see he told us something
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no he didnt he just asked
us another question
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Never be frightened at your own
faint-heartedness in attaining love
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Stop that!
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what is father Zossima
trying to tell this woman?
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I'm warning you man
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is it possible to appreciate this advice
if we aren't faithful?
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tell me something! tell me something
thats gonna help me pass the final exam
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what do we mean when we use the word faith?
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two coffees please
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you can't beat up students beacause
they don't like Dostoyevsky
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perhaps
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-can you give a ride to town today?
-sure
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are you okay?
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Air's too cold, sun's too bright.
this coffee although i haven't had
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any yet is undoubtedly too strong.
i wanna lie down and evaporate
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you're having a crisis of faith
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-No i'm not
-Yes you are
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Henry i'm an atheist
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maybe you only think
you're an atheist
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-i'm in pain
-all pain is desire
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Is that criticism or advice?
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i think its Buddhism
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-Henry?
-yes?
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-i'm in love
-no really?
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yes i think so
how can you tell?
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lack of concentration
erratic mood swings
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faulty reasoning
obsessive behavior
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its not like you to go running off
after young women
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i'm not running off after anyone
i'm falling towards her
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-as if you cant help yourself?
-yea something like that
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i see, i've read about this type of thing
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and then there's this
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love in action is a harsh and dreadful thing
compared with love in dreams
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is this an active
love or a dream?
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it's a dream about
to become reality
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name the proofs of this reality
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a thoughtful gesture,
delicate smile
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white slender neck
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an earnest inquisitive and alluring voice
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greacful figure, intelligent sensuous eyes
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-describe the nature of the dream
-intimacy
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name the constituent elements of intimacy
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kissing, caressing, holding
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slapping, shouting, talking
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waiting, sleeping, crying
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listening, hoping, incouraging
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forgiving, laughing, volanting
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in a word: verbs
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and therefore active
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oh i feel much better now
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waitress are settling much prettier
than i first came in
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ambient shadows less irritating
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daylight is not threatening me anymore
it's just there
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filling the street for
no apparent reason
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a mistake perhaps but in
any event i'm not afraid
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-glad to hear it
-check please
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how do you proceed?
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to live just move forward
towards those you love
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-intriguing theory
-no an impeccable truth
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but knowledge wont
help where you're going
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what will?
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-faith
-you mean love
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no faith
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whats the distinction between
faith and love?
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love without faith is merely a infatuation
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infatutaion
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such a beautiful word
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my friend you're doomed
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perhaps, so why do you
need to go into town?
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-i've been thrown out of school
-No
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well what are you going to do?
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i dont know maybe i'll get a job
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-well if there's anything you need just ask
-thanks
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-so i'll see in the parking lot at 4
-okay
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well here goes
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desperate, his
frustration spills
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no bursts forth
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thats better
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his frustration bursts
forth into audacity
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he says as fast as he can
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whatever he feels
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he says as fast as he
can whatever he feels
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he feels hurt and speaks pain
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i like that very
direct, passionate
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he feels
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he concludes
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he likes you
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-who?
-your literature professor
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oh yes i know
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you shouldnt get mixed
up with him people will
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think you sleep with him
to get a better grade
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people are disapointing
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let me intruduce you to Mark
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i dont want to get involved
with anyone right now
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why not?
because i'm busy
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i have a lot to study and i'm
enjoying it, working hard
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but Mark is so good
looking and he likes you
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-he fascinates me a little
-Mark?
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No my teacher
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Really?
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there's something sort of tragic
about him don't you think?
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he's name is Jude like in Jude The Obscure
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-he looks half mad
-he's in love
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Men are pathetic
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i think he's kind of charming
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in a way
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i write about him
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what do you write about?
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different things,
speculate, study him
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i'm going to write a short story with
him at the center or some one like him
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Him that's what i call it
Him
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-i'm doing laundry tonight
-me too
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do you want to split a
bottle of detergent?
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okay
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thanks for the ride
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where you gonna stay?
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oh i have some friends
who will put me up
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-i'll see you later
-see you around
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marry me? come on
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excuse me sir but will you
take my hand in marriage?
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-come on get outta here
-marry me please
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to love and to cherish
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to love and to cherish
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would you get out of the street?
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what are you looking at?
square.. bug off
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excuse me sir but will you
allow me to be your wife?
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-please!
-here
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don't want your money
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to love and to cherish
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hey you marry me
come on
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somebody need any help?
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somebody need any assistance?
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can i help some one?
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somebody need any help?
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can i help some one?
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my manager says you either
gotta buy a book or leave
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listen to this
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ignorance is the necessary
condition of human happiness
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we're almost entirely
ignorant of ourselves
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absolutely of others in
ignorance we find our bliss
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in illusions our happiness
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i write down all those
questions you ask in class
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you do?
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i take them home and re-read the
chapters you've assigned, it helps
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- what does?
- asking the questions
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how?
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submitting all i read in the book
to that ongoing list of questions
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somehow it shows
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it shows how consistent
his concerns were
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Dostoevsky
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it does huh?
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before i began asking
those questions over
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and over again of the text
i was having a hard time
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i couldn't see what he was getting at
i kept hoping he get back to the story
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and then what happened?
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the questions focused my concentration
i'm getting more out of my reading now
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does anybody work here?
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i can't say i intended to teach you
anything but i'm glad it helps
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but they're your
questions you asked them first
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i asked them for
different reasons
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what reasons?
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the book seems alive
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you seem alive
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that book there seems alive too
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things you're reading are
having an effect on you
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me? i read
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i understand, i appreciate
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but still i'm left unchanged
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i can't put into actions
what it is i understand
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shouldn't knowledge
provide solace?
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i don't know
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perhaps i don't
understand anything
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do you have anywhere to go?
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you've been in here for hours
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when do you get off work?
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8 o'clock
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can i drive you back to campus?
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no thanks i take the bus
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will you have a drink with
me before you take the bus?
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okay but only if you leave now my
manager will yell at me if you don't
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okay the bar on the corner?
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do you wanna buy the book?
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nah books don't help
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to love and to cherish
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what's that?
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it's coffee and a muffin
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what's this suppose to mean?
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it's not suppose to mean anything
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you can't get something for
nothing you know mister
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no not usually i suppose
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just because a guy buys
a girl a cup of coffee
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doesn't mean she has to
jump into the sack with him
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look i'm putting it over here
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why buy the cow when you
can get the milk for free?
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what?
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that's the truth
about things mister
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look it's right here see?
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coffee and a muffin okay?
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to love and to cherish
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marry me
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excuse me?
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let me be you wife
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i'm sorry
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to love and to cherish
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hey professor you waiting for somebody?
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yeah a girl
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pretty girl?
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yes. a pretty girl
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and young too i imagine
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what's it to you?
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you admire her inteligence
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as a matter of fact yes i do
264
00:15:24,316 --> 00:15:26,641
and you're impressed with
her charming combination
265
00:15:26,666 --> 00:15:29,647
of unassuming conscientiousness
and girlish naivete
266
00:15:30,566 --> 00:15:31,988
so what if i am?
267
00:15:33,098 --> 00:15:37,710
trouble with us americans is we always
want a tragedy with a happy ending
268
00:15:38,454 --> 00:15:39,514
hey i need a beer
269
00:15:39,986 --> 00:15:42,189
- Hi
- Hi
270
00:15:42,251 --> 00:15:43,287
you want a drink?
271
00:15:43,312 --> 00:15:45,784
a beer please i
have to make a call
272
00:15:49,860 --> 00:15:50,948
a beer
273
00:15:53,501 --> 00:15:54,579
a beer
274
00:16:02,204 --> 00:16:04,829
Joe it's me Sophie
275
00:16:05,154 --> 00:16:07,975
i won't be home for an hour
so sorry something came up
276
00:16:08,564 --> 00:16:10,495
i'll do my laundry
tomorrow night
277
00:16:11,620 --> 00:16:15,203
i'm at a bar with some friends
278
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girlfriends
279
00:16:20,525 --> 00:16:21,666
bye
280
00:16:33,399 --> 00:16:35,053
do you like your job?
281
00:16:35,278 --> 00:16:39,569
it's okay i get a discount
on my books it helps
282
00:16:40,007 --> 00:16:41,541
do you like yours?
283
00:16:41,666 --> 00:16:43,757
not really i'm bad at it
284
00:16:43,782 --> 00:16:45,883
are you bad at it because
you don't like it or
285
00:16:45,908 --> 00:16:47,829
do you not like it
because you're bad at it?
286
00:16:48,789 --> 00:16:50,961
do you think i'm a bad teacher?
287
00:16:52,102 --> 00:16:54,383
i have learn things in your class
288
00:16:54,726 --> 00:16:56,714
you're a better student
than i am a teacher
289
00:16:56,739 --> 00:16:58,981
that's because you give me
more attention than the others
290
00:17:02,801 --> 00:17:04,064
that's true
291
00:17:06,005 --> 00:17:07,589
does that bother you?
292
00:17:08,614 --> 00:17:10,130
no
293
00:17:10,630 --> 00:17:11,942
to tell you the truth
294
00:17:13,267 --> 00:17:15,162
when i feel i'm teaching well
295
00:17:15,187 --> 00:17:17,146
when i'm making myself clear
296
00:17:18,020 --> 00:17:22,192
when i'm actually incouraging a
student to think specifically
297
00:17:22,217 --> 00:17:24,888
and articulate
more appropriately
298
00:17:24,908 --> 00:17:27,166
when i feel this
299
00:17:27,991 --> 00:17:30,700
i'm usually thinking of you
300
00:17:31,052 --> 00:17:32,802
does that embarrass you?
301
00:17:33,785 --> 00:17:35,098
a little
302
00:17:35,130 --> 00:17:37,460
when i'm reading that really
excites me for instance
303
00:17:37,485 --> 00:17:40,185
i want desperately to
share it with some one
304
00:17:41,442 --> 00:17:43,643
it's you i wanna share it with
305
00:17:43,668 --> 00:17:44,701
why me?
306
00:17:45,927 --> 00:17:47,616
it's complicated
307
00:17:47,741 --> 00:17:49,113
no it's not
308
00:17:49,167 --> 00:17:50,264
it's not?
309
00:17:50,289 --> 00:17:52,479
it's because you
think i'm pretty
310
00:17:52,754 --> 00:17:53,823
perhaps
311
00:17:55,457 --> 00:17:59,629
i'm sorry it doesn't change
the fact that i care for you
312
00:18:01,317 --> 00:18:02,694
you hardly know me
313
00:18:02,719 --> 00:18:06,463
that's true i hardly know anyone but i
know how i feel even if i don't know why
314
00:18:06,910 --> 00:18:09,160
would you like me to tell
you something about myself?
315
00:18:09,285 --> 00:18:10,672
if you want to
316
00:18:11,192 --> 00:18:14,143
i appreciate being taken seriously
but i'm always concerned
317
00:18:14,168 --> 00:18:16,478
that i'm not
sufficiently serious
318
00:18:17,452 --> 00:18:20,977
i know men look at me and think
i'm alright but i think it's
319
00:18:21,002 --> 00:18:24,757
contemptuous to utilize that
fact in order to achieve something
320
00:18:26,592 --> 00:18:29,994
but if had to i'm afraid i might
321
00:18:31,165 --> 00:18:32,728
and that bothers me
322
00:18:34,393 --> 00:18:37,141
i'm very curious and i'm
afraid of seeming gullible
323
00:18:37,166 --> 00:18:39,807
so i'm argumentative more
than i think i should be
324
00:18:40,424 --> 00:18:44,565
what did you lie to your roommate
you were out with some one else?
325
00:18:49,548 --> 00:18:51,547
if people knew we were out
together they would say
326
00:18:51,572 --> 00:18:53,770
i was sleeping with you in
order to get a better grade
327
00:18:53,774 --> 00:18:55,476
- but we're not
- not what
328
00:18:55,830 --> 00:18:58,049
sleeping together
329
00:19:06,792 --> 00:19:09,448
not yet anyway
330
00:19:51,800 --> 00:19:59,191
one..two..three..four
five..six..seven..eight
331
00:20:27,921 --> 00:20:30,654
- i don't like this song
- i love the video
332
00:20:30,686 --> 00:20:32,524
can you turn it down i have to study?
333
00:20:40,608 --> 00:20:42,561
- that guy called again
- what guy?
334
00:20:42,639 --> 00:20:43,940
- you the one
- the one you like?
335
00:20:43,965 --> 00:20:45,068
with the long hair
336
00:20:45,093 --> 00:20:47,298
- did he ask you out?
- yes
337
00:20:48,421 --> 00:20:50,894
- but i said i was busy
- do you think he'll call back?
338
00:20:51,819 --> 00:20:52,835
definelty
339
00:20:52,874 --> 00:20:54,775
i wish i had legs like hers
340
00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:57,029
i wish my breasts were smaller
341
00:20:57,061 --> 00:20:59,008
do you like this dress?
342
00:21:02,473 --> 00:21:03,903
i like that one better
343
00:21:03,928 --> 00:21:05,747
i'm going to write a novel
344
00:21:05,989 --> 00:21:08,645
- now?
- no someday
345
00:21:10,270 --> 00:21:13,465
can i help someone?
somebody need any help?
346
00:21:13,490 --> 00:21:16,491
somebody need
any assitance?
347
00:21:16,523 --> 00:21:20,616
can i help someone?
somebody need any help?
348
00:21:22,882 --> 00:21:24,054
can i help someone?
349
00:21:35,898 --> 00:21:38,856
- you weren't in class today
- i've missed you
350
00:21:43,633 --> 00:21:44,721
i've missed you too
351
00:21:44,746 --> 00:21:46,929
it was terrible i
didn't know what to do
352
00:21:46,962 --> 00:21:48,029
i overslept
353
00:21:48,954 --> 00:21:50,654
my class is a 2 o'clock
in the afternoon
354
00:21:50,733 --> 00:21:51,819
let's not argue
355
00:21:51,844 --> 00:21:53,786
i'm not arguing i'm concerned
356
00:21:54,227 --> 00:21:55,538
are you eating alright?
357
00:21:55,563 --> 00:21:57,329
look i'm a grownup person
358
00:22:09,012 --> 00:22:11,340
- can i see you tonight?
- perhaps
359
00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:13,209
what's that suppose to mean?
360
00:22:13,234 --> 00:22:14,504
it's what you always say
361
00:22:14,749 --> 00:22:16,733
- is it?
- yes perhaps
362
00:22:17,183 --> 00:22:18,411
when do i say that?
363
00:22:18,436 --> 00:22:21,280
well for instance whenever you don't
want to admit that you're wrong
364
00:22:21,312 --> 00:22:23,596
you always look away
and say perhaps
365
00:22:23,621 --> 00:22:25,092
- no i don't
- yes you do
366
00:22:25,093 --> 00:22:26,456
i always admit when i'm wrong
367
00:22:26,481 --> 00:22:27,513
that's not true
368
00:22:27,546 --> 00:22:29,075
yes it is i cherish my flaws
369
00:22:29,500 --> 00:22:31,286
ah you see that's another
thing you always do
370
00:22:31,405 --> 00:22:32,433
what is?
371
00:22:32,458 --> 00:22:34,366
whenever you're losing an argument
372
00:22:34,390 --> 00:22:37,346
you always depict yourself
as hopelessly incompetent
373
00:22:37,471 --> 00:22:39,701
as if humbly admiting
your shortcomings
374
00:22:39,702 --> 00:22:42,496
somehow places you above
the argumentative hand
375
00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:45,120
there for negating the other
person's point of view entirely
376
00:22:48,902 --> 00:22:49,909
you're pretty thorough
377
00:22:49,934 --> 00:22:51,024
honestly observent
378
00:22:51,071 --> 00:22:53,827
- i'm pretty flattered
- i'll make a note of that
379
00:22:53,905 --> 00:22:55,316
you haven't answer my question
380
00:22:55,341 --> 00:22:56,686
what question is that?
381
00:22:56,808 --> 00:22:59,715
- can i see you tonight?
- perhaps
382
00:23:02,324 --> 00:23:04,762
i've gotta go call me
383
00:23:07,058 --> 00:23:09,277
- Henry
- oh hi Jude
384
00:23:09,324 --> 00:23:10,359
what are you doing here?
385
00:23:10,384 --> 00:23:11,457
i work here now
386
00:23:11,696 --> 00:23:13,230
- no kidding
- yea
387
00:23:13,231 --> 00:23:14,609
great job, all these books
388
00:23:15,333 --> 00:23:16,683
boss doesn't like
me too much but
389
00:23:16,708 --> 00:23:18,233
i always had a problem
with authority
390
00:23:18,265 --> 00:23:19,393
what are you doing here?
391
00:23:19,418 --> 00:23:20,592
oh i came to see Sophie
392
00:23:20,762 --> 00:23:22,652
ahh Sophie
393
00:23:24,420 --> 00:23:26,877
Sophia that's greek you
know it's means to know
394
00:23:27,602 --> 00:23:29,248
i'll keep that in mind
395
00:23:29,887 --> 00:23:31,251
but she's got a boyfriend
396
00:23:31,376 --> 00:23:33,011
- no she doesn't
- sure she does
397
00:23:33,043 --> 00:23:36,088
lots of 'em, they're in here everyday
she flirts with them constantly
398
00:23:36,113 --> 00:23:38,652
no she would've told me if she
were involved with some one
399
00:23:38,668 --> 00:23:40,824
- why?
- why what?
400
00:23:40,902 --> 00:23:42,639
why would she have told you?
401
00:23:42,664 --> 00:23:45,245
because she would have wanted me
to know we are close you know
402
00:23:45,293 --> 00:23:47,227
- how close?
- close
403
00:23:48,052 --> 00:23:50,667
- do you sleep together?
- no not yet
404
00:23:50,777 --> 00:23:51,820
so you're just friends
405
00:23:51,845 --> 00:23:53,621
we're a little bit
more than friends
406
00:23:53,652 --> 00:23:55,184
Jude you're deluding yourself
407
00:23:55,209 --> 00:23:56,980
you don't know anything about it
408
00:23:57,011 --> 00:24:01,991
a man'll throw all his heart won wisdom
toss away years of aquired knowledge
409
00:24:02,016 --> 00:24:04,648
all for what? a pretty face
410
00:24:06,731 --> 00:24:09,558
well what is all your
deligent cynicism and
411
00:24:09,583 --> 00:24:12,538
years of intellectual
inquiry gotten you huh?
412
00:24:12,639 --> 00:24:14,526
a job in a bookstore
413
00:24:14,543 --> 00:24:16,871
- piece of mind
- what?
414
00:24:17,168 --> 00:24:19,777
or atleast something
approximating piece of mind
415
00:24:20,651 --> 00:24:23,906
you don't live in the real
world henry you live in books
416
00:24:23,931 --> 00:24:26,957
and ideas you're a victim
of theoretical abstraction
417
00:24:27,074 --> 00:24:29,160
hey i struggle with my
demons as much as you
418
00:24:29,185 --> 00:24:31,160
but are they
really demons?
419
00:24:31,199 --> 00:24:33,086
all distractions are demons
420
00:24:37,214 --> 00:24:39,136
you know my biggest fear is this
421
00:24:40,558 --> 00:24:44,854
that all my hard work
all my good intentions
422
00:24:44,879 --> 00:24:46,979
all my studying have
been nothing more than
423
00:24:47,004 --> 00:24:49,294
bulding of a wall
between me and life
424
00:24:49,355 --> 00:24:50,979
- extacly
- what?
425
00:24:51,504 --> 00:24:53,839
you must withdraw from life
426
00:24:53,886 --> 00:24:56,167
don't be stupid i wanna embrace life
427
00:24:56,683 --> 00:25:00,027
to know about life sometimes
you have step away from it
428
00:25:00,217 --> 00:25:01,840
oh yeah? listen to this
429
00:25:02,565 --> 00:25:06,732
''yet, every now and then, there would pass
a young girl, slender, fair and desirable
430
00:25:06,796 --> 00:25:11,561
arousing in young men a not ignoble
desire to possess her, and stirring
431
00:25:11,586 --> 00:25:15,820
in old men regrets for ecstasy
not seized and now forever past''
432
00:27:00,175 --> 00:27:06,269
he is quiet
yet opinionated
433
00:27:06,294 --> 00:27:10,356
powerful but shy
434
00:27:12,785 --> 00:27:14,620
i need new clothes
435
00:27:14,645 --> 00:27:17,090
thoughtful and impetuous
436
00:27:17,316 --> 00:27:19,894
- i hate this video
- i like this song
437
00:27:20,082 --> 00:27:21,606
the lead singer is hot
438
00:27:21,631 --> 00:27:23,777
he looks mean and insensitive
439
00:27:25,269 --> 00:27:27,839
do you think i should
make my hair blonde?
440
00:27:28,764 --> 00:27:30,215
not untill summer
441
00:27:32,769 --> 00:27:34,061
i wanna lose weight
442
00:27:34,086 --> 00:27:36,262
is Marguerite Duras a lesbian?
443
00:27:36,394 --> 00:27:38,253
god i hope Mike calls me back
444
00:27:38,378 --> 00:27:44,425
he is solemn despite himself
445
00:27:45,003 --> 00:27:49,674
reckless and hell bent
446
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:55,503
freightened of his own carelessness
447
00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:57,441
that's a pradox
448
00:28:01,722 --> 00:28:04,175
- hello?
- get outta here
449
00:28:04,878 --> 00:28:06,485
it's my mother
450
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:11,316
how are you?
451
00:28:12,159 --> 00:28:13,228
Jude?
452
00:28:13,253 --> 00:28:14,258
i'm a wreck
453
00:28:14,275 --> 00:28:15,275
excuse me?
454
00:28:15,429 --> 00:28:18,429
i'm excited too excited to sleep
455
00:28:18,847 --> 00:28:21,025
- where are you?
- on a street
456
00:28:21,103 --> 00:28:22,145
in town?
457
00:28:22,170 --> 00:28:24,196
i've been walking for hours
458
00:28:24,566 --> 00:28:26,487
i had to walk, think i'm
gonna walk all night
459
00:28:26,512 --> 00:28:28,457
why don't you come out
and walk with me?
460
00:28:28,503 --> 00:28:29,729
what's come over you?
461
00:28:29,754 --> 00:28:31,621
i can't get you out of my head
462
00:28:33,284 --> 00:28:35,878
i'll drive up to campus and pick
you up we stay out all night
463
00:28:36,175 --> 00:28:38,550
- i can't
- why not?
464
00:28:40,269 --> 00:28:44,269
i've got classes tomorrow
i've gotta study
465
00:28:44,378 --> 00:28:46,082
so what! i wrote a poem for you
466
00:28:46,607 --> 00:28:47,640
a poem?
467
00:28:47,697 --> 00:28:49,888
- yea
- really?
468
00:28:50,128 --> 00:28:52,890
yea i was at a bar
469
00:28:52,915 --> 00:28:56,188
i was possessed, inspired beyond
belief i grabbed a napkin
470
00:28:56,212 --> 00:28:58,212
scrolled it out in one
huge burst of creativity
471
00:28:58,519 --> 00:29:00,443
beautiful poem really beautiful
472
00:29:00,738 --> 00:29:03,519
and then i spilled my bear on it and
now i don't remember how it went
473
00:29:07,894 --> 00:29:10,269
meet me at the cafe in an hour
474
00:29:19,423 --> 00:29:21,507
- Henry
- Jude
475
00:29:21,532 --> 00:29:23,672
ive decided i'm joing
the priesthood
476
00:29:23,697 --> 00:29:25,849
you always say that when
you've had too much to drink
477
00:29:25,874 --> 00:29:27,088
yeah this time i mean it
478
00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:29,351
what about your job
at the bookstore?
479
00:29:29,376 --> 00:29:30,456
i got fired
480
00:29:31,767 --> 00:29:35,291
jesus Henry monastery is
probably just the place for you
481
00:29:35,416 --> 00:29:36,472
think so?
482
00:29:37,001 --> 00:29:38,514
you are socially retarded
483
00:29:39,139 --> 00:29:41,023
i march to the beat
of a different drum
484
00:29:41,070 --> 00:29:42,077
you got any money?
485
00:29:42,102 --> 00:29:44,172
i don't need money
i got conviction
486
00:29:45,610 --> 00:29:49,720
well here this will help
sustain your conviction
487
00:29:49,751 --> 00:29:52,742
you know Jude that's your problem
you don't believe in anything
488
00:29:52,767 --> 00:29:54,000
that's a problem?
489
00:29:54,064 --> 00:29:55,215
ofcourse it is
490
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:57,738
it seems to me the people who
believe in things are the problem
491
00:30:00,439 --> 00:30:02,126
how do you mean?
492
00:30:03,189 --> 00:30:06,077
people who bomb embassies usually
insist that they believe in things
493
00:30:06,902 --> 00:30:10,294
rival terrorist organizations machine gun
women and children in the supermarkets
494
00:30:10,319 --> 00:30:12,362
because they believe in things
495
00:30:12,517 --> 00:30:15,096
elected officials shut down
hospitals and then vote for
496
00:30:15,121 --> 00:30:17,822
increases in the defence budget
usually because believe in things
497
00:30:17,970 --> 00:30:21,360
no i rather not
believe in things
498
00:30:21,417 --> 00:30:23,329
but what's the alternative?
499
00:30:25,673 --> 00:30:27,328
man can't live without faith
500
00:30:27,353 --> 00:30:29,756
he can live without faith he can't
live without understanding
501
00:30:29,772 --> 00:30:31,070
faith comes after
understanding
502
00:30:31,495 --> 00:30:33,668
and how do you suppose
one gains understanding?
503
00:30:33,698 --> 00:30:35,067
through exprience
504
00:30:35,092 --> 00:30:38,618
ah you wanna achieve spiritual
end through materialist means
505
00:30:38,742 --> 00:30:39,838
that's your problem
506
00:30:39,863 --> 00:30:41,434
Henry leave me
alone you're drunk
507
00:30:41,458 --> 00:30:43,003
you won't listen to reason
508
00:30:43,004 --> 00:30:46,567
no i won't listen to
reason not tonight
509
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,439
- but you must
- don't try and stop me Henry
510
00:30:50,501 --> 00:30:51,932
you'll never survive this
511
00:30:51,957 --> 00:30:53,189
how do you know?
512
00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:57,564
besides i don't
know if i want to
513
00:31:16,812 --> 00:31:18,074
are you okay?
514
00:31:18,199 --> 00:31:20,628
i don't know maybe i'll
never be the same again
515
00:31:20,653 --> 00:31:22,224
but who cares?
516
00:31:22,248 --> 00:31:24,248
kiss me
517
00:31:36,673 --> 00:31:39,245
why did you tell your roommate
it was your mother on the phone?
518
00:31:41,017 --> 00:31:43,189
- i told you why
- but it's different now
519
00:31:43,330 --> 00:31:44,404
how is it different?
520
00:31:44,429 --> 00:31:47,651
it's understood that you're not
here in order to get a better grade
521
00:31:52,782 --> 00:31:53,932
isn't?
522
00:32:02,877 --> 00:32:04,315
well yes it is
523
00:32:05,065 --> 00:32:06,549
between us
524
00:32:06,809 --> 00:32:08,468
no one else matters
525
00:32:12,128 --> 00:32:13,679
i'm embarrassed
526
00:32:13,704 --> 00:32:14,733
of me?
527
00:32:15,018 --> 00:32:17,956
i don't want to seem like somebody i'm not
528
00:32:18,112 --> 00:32:19,230
to who?
529
00:32:19,455 --> 00:32:21,211
to myself
530
00:32:30,846 --> 00:32:32,385
you should go
531
00:32:32,710 --> 00:32:34,852
i don't want to
532
00:32:34,893 --> 00:32:36,513
you don't know why you're here
533
00:32:36,538 --> 00:32:38,444
people often do things
they don't understand
534
00:32:38,569 --> 00:32:40,381
it doesn't make
them less genuine
535
00:32:44,807 --> 00:32:46,307
maybe
536
00:32:47,332 --> 00:32:49,404
do you want me to go?
537
00:32:53,113 --> 00:32:54,360
no
538
00:32:54,473 --> 00:32:56,086
are you sure?
539
00:32:56,111 --> 00:32:57,131
yes
540
00:32:57,879 --> 00:32:59,964
i'm going to undress
541
00:33:00,389 --> 00:33:01,516
okay
542
00:33:07,129 --> 00:33:09,824
do you think i'm very beautiful?
543
00:33:09,949 --> 00:33:11,013
yes
544
00:33:17,489 --> 00:33:20,987
if you never see me
again after tonight
545
00:33:21,012 --> 00:33:22,497
will you be sad?
546
00:33:25,723 --> 00:33:27,504
don't worry about it
547
00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:36,641
yes but you know
548
00:33:37,423 --> 00:33:40,826
will you be tortured by the
memory of having been with me?
549
00:33:42,151 --> 00:33:44,585
of having caressed me
550
00:33:45,710 --> 00:33:48,222
will you wonder if
i'm with other men?
551
00:33:49,246 --> 00:33:50,779
will you be jealous?
552
00:33:50,804 --> 00:33:52,770
will you become obssessed?
553
00:33:54,660 --> 00:33:58,198
will you carry your disappointment
around with you forever?
554
00:34:00,144 --> 00:34:04,913
will you be maudlin
and anti-social?
555
00:34:06,268 --> 00:34:08,988
will you get into fights?
556
00:34:09,785 --> 00:34:15,317
will you expect other women
to be somehow more like me?
557
00:34:16,098 --> 00:34:18,386
my mouth my eyes
558
00:34:19,711 --> 00:34:22,241
the way i wear my hair
559
00:34:23,145 --> 00:34:26,644
will you? will you be
like that you think?
560
00:34:28,098 --> 00:34:29,163
perhaps
561
00:34:29,788 --> 00:34:31,881
it's the nature of
things you know
562
00:34:32,567 --> 00:34:34,020
regret
563
00:34:35,550 --> 00:34:37,253
i'll risk it
564
00:34:47,877 --> 00:34:50,722
hey will you marry me?
565
00:34:53,317 --> 00:34:54,404
please
566
00:34:54,429 --> 00:34:56,290
why do you wanna marry me?
567
00:34:56,504 --> 00:34:57,539
why not?
568
00:34:57,564 --> 00:35:00,644
i can think a lot of reasons
if i weren't so drunk
569
00:35:00,692 --> 00:35:02,356
why are you so drunk?
570
00:35:02,881 --> 00:35:05,129
i don't know,
nights are too long
571
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:09,426
the nights are too long because you
have no one to share them with
572
00:35:10,254 --> 00:35:12,966
that's a very compassion
way of putting it
573
00:35:13,029 --> 00:35:15,485
- marry me
- but i don't know you
574
00:35:16,109 --> 00:35:18,909
what does that matter? does
anyone really know anyone else?
575
00:35:18,910 --> 00:35:20,673
ah that's a good point
576
00:35:20,798 --> 00:35:24,536
i'd go a step further and ask does
anybody really know themselves?
577
00:35:24,562 --> 00:35:25,762
exactly
578
00:35:26,435 --> 00:35:27,661
what's your name?
579
00:35:27,686 --> 00:35:28,959
Katy
580
00:35:32,035 --> 00:35:35,457
- glad to meet you Katy, Henry
- how are you Henry?
581
00:35:35,817 --> 00:35:37,020
wasted
582
00:35:37,045 --> 00:35:39,512
so what do you say
will you marry me?
583
00:35:39,637 --> 00:35:43,278
well i doubt we can get married right
here in the middle of the night
584
00:35:43,332 --> 00:35:45,216
- we could if we were in Reno
- yea
585
00:35:45,241 --> 00:35:47,135
god i wish we lived in Reno
586
00:35:48,129 --> 00:35:50,038
let's sleep on it
587
00:35:51,972 --> 00:35:56,566
no way mister why buy the cow when
you can get the milk for free?
588
00:35:56,982 --> 00:35:59,488
- what?
- you know what i mean
589
00:36:01,426 --> 00:36:03,504
we don't have to
sleep on it together
590
00:36:05,002 --> 00:36:07,451
why? don't you think i'm beautiful?
591
00:36:08,002 --> 00:36:10,129
Katy you're a goddess
592
00:36:10,157 --> 00:36:13,276
listen pal don't waste my time
there are plenty of men out there
593
00:36:13,301 --> 00:36:15,024
who died trying to marry me
594
00:36:15,049 --> 00:36:16,330
i don't doubt it
595
00:36:17,260 --> 00:36:20,014
listen why don't we just get
engaged for the time being?
596
00:36:20,739 --> 00:36:22,041
- engaged huh?
- yea
597
00:36:22,366 --> 00:36:25,441
that way i can find us a place
to live get set up right and proper
598
00:36:25,466 --> 00:36:27,028
why don't you
have a place to live now?
599
00:36:27,098 --> 00:36:28,377
no not exactly
600
00:36:28,402 --> 00:36:29,527
what about a ring?
a ring?
601
00:36:29,552 --> 00:36:32,295
a ring if we're gonna get engaged
you gotta give me a ring
602
00:36:32,420 --> 00:36:35,286
oh ring here, it's my college ring
603
00:36:35,710 --> 00:36:37,394
oh god
604
00:36:37,395 --> 00:36:39,399
- it's beautiful
- it's a little big on you
605
00:36:39,424 --> 00:36:42,215
oh no it's just perfect
henry thank you
606
00:36:42,454 --> 00:36:44,766
aw it's worth just to see
you smile like that Katy
607
00:36:44,998 --> 00:36:46,364
so do you have a job?
608
00:36:46,689 --> 00:36:49,540
a job? ahh no not at the moment
609
00:36:50,226 --> 00:36:51,343
i'm working on my PhD
610
00:36:51,868 --> 00:36:53,168
you're a doctor?
611
00:36:53,192 --> 00:36:55,306
of theology. almost
612
00:36:55,431 --> 00:36:57,409
what are you gonna do when
you get out of school?
613
00:36:57,433 --> 00:37:01,533
ooh i don't know i've been in school all
my life i don't know how to do anything
614
00:37:04,394 --> 00:37:05,879
well i hope you don't
expect me to go
615
00:37:05,880 --> 00:37:07,722
and support you for the
rest of your life?
616
00:37:09,473 --> 00:37:11,707
already with the nagging
617
00:37:14,504 --> 00:37:16,652
what a torturous path
i've made for myself
618
00:37:16,677 --> 00:37:18,265
shackling myself to you
619
00:37:30,596 --> 00:37:34,021
oh Katy now don't get so upset
620
00:37:34,846 --> 00:37:38,075
all newlyweds have these
little battles we'll survive
621
00:37:38,752 --> 00:37:40,890
- you think so?
- absolutely
622
00:37:43,942 --> 00:37:46,660
you're a good man Henry
623
00:37:47,067 --> 00:37:50,832
Ah Kate come on let's go
home and get some sleep
624
00:37:50,864 --> 00:37:53,682
- okay i know a place
- good
625
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:26,169
his weaknesses
626
00:39:27,194 --> 00:39:30,285
are enduring
627
00:39:32,115 --> 00:39:34,055
his strengths
628
00:39:34,580 --> 00:39:38,541
threathen to eclipse
629
00:39:39,195 --> 00:39:44,851
my own self confidence
630
00:39:55,139 --> 00:39:58,123
he eats out
631
00:40:00,788 --> 00:40:02,241
a lot
632
00:40:22,367 --> 00:40:24,585
- hey aren't you?
- no
633
00:40:24,648 --> 00:40:27,179
- yes you are
- no i'm not
634
00:40:27,242 --> 00:40:30,023
- but last night
- what about last night?
635
00:40:30,148 --> 00:40:31,921
you were with him
636
00:40:31,946 --> 00:40:33,344
no i wasn't
637
00:40:33,695 --> 00:40:36,976
i'm sorry perhaps i'm mistaking
638
00:40:37,001 --> 00:40:38,094
perhaps
639
00:40:40,258 --> 00:40:42,851
i just saw your girlfriend
640
00:40:42,876 --> 00:40:43,944
Sophia
641
00:40:44,726 --> 00:40:47,242
she claims not to know you
642
00:40:47,461 --> 00:40:49,648
- no
- yes
643
00:40:49,944 --> 00:40:50,976
NO
644
00:40:52,201 --> 00:40:54,296
afraid so
645
00:41:04,054 --> 00:41:06,367
i don't understand
646
00:41:08,257 --> 00:41:10,697
there's nothing to
understand we're animals
647
00:41:11,522 --> 00:41:13,663
"Eros is a bad and fickle little godhead"
648
00:41:14,679 --> 00:41:16,422
does this thing still work?
649
00:41:16,447 --> 00:41:18,365
i hate when she does that
650
00:41:19,089 --> 00:41:20,818
today's the first day of spring
651
00:41:21,143 --> 00:41:22,822
that's no consultation
652
00:41:23,251 --> 00:41:26,759
boy i must've been hammered
last night i woke up in a strange apartment
653
00:41:26,884 --> 00:41:29,103
somehow i managed to
lose my college ring
654
00:41:29,352 --> 00:41:31,110
eat your toast and get out
655
00:41:32,914 --> 00:41:35,289
- no love is free
- what?
656
00:41:35,523 --> 00:41:36,544
freud said that
657
00:41:36,569 --> 00:41:38,125
don't start with me Henry
658
00:41:38,180 --> 00:41:40,341
heard a fascinating statement
in a movie last night
659
00:41:40,366 --> 00:41:43,020
you don't seem to be aware
of the pain i'm expriencing
660
00:41:43,045 --> 00:41:45,167
- excuse me?
- forget it
661
00:41:45,191 --> 00:41:46,906
- it's biblical
- what is?
662
00:41:46,907 --> 00:41:50,063
the statement, "love
does not discriminate"
663
00:41:50,102 --> 00:41:51,689
i don't follow
664
00:41:55,742 --> 00:41:57,215
and the people asked him saying:
665
00:41:57,240 --> 00:41:58,382
"what shall we do then"
666
00:41:58,523 --> 00:42:00,820
- that's Luke
- chapter 3 verse 10
667
00:42:00,930 --> 00:42:03,758
- so?
- "so the apostle replies
668
00:42:03,783 --> 00:42:08,079
love and cherish unquestioningly
whoever happens to be before you
669
00:42:08,104 --> 00:42:10,991
Love does not discriminate"
670
00:42:12,507 --> 00:42:14,835
I'm no apostle, Henry
671
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,523
Take it easy, it was just
something I heard in a movie
672
00:42:17,586 --> 00:42:21,618
Listen pal, you can't
waltz in here, use my toaster
673
00:42:21,643 --> 00:42:25,109
and start spouting universal
truths without qualification!
674
00:42:25,195 --> 00:42:27,326
what's that?
675
00:42:27,651 --> 00:42:28,951
what?
676
00:42:29,773 --> 00:42:31,367
you smell that?
677
00:42:33,756 --> 00:42:34,757
oh yeah
678
00:42:35,282 --> 00:42:37,684
she's left her fragrance here
679
00:42:37,758 --> 00:42:39,539
that's it. Get out!
680
00:42:39,564 --> 00:42:41,626
- what about my toast?
- Get out!
681
00:43:14,827 --> 00:43:17,087
- Scram
- what?
682
00:43:25,124 --> 00:43:26,730
why did you do that?
683
00:43:26,755 --> 00:43:28,601
i'm upset i guess
684
00:43:29,062 --> 00:43:30,093
idiot
685
00:43:30,918 --> 00:43:32,909
why do you deny me?
686
00:43:35,765 --> 00:43:38,215
i don't wanna get involved
with anyone right now
687
00:43:39,140 --> 00:43:40,486
i'm busy
688
00:43:41,109 --> 00:43:44,484
studying working hard
689
00:43:45,390 --> 00:43:47,374
and i like it
690
00:43:49,874 --> 00:43:52,311
why do you need what's
between us to be seen?
691
00:43:52,336 --> 00:43:53,381
i don't
692
00:43:54,062 --> 00:43:55,937
i need it to be acknowledged
693
00:43:56,624 --> 00:43:58,599
this is embarrassing
694
00:44:05,750 --> 00:44:07,906
what are you writing?
695
00:44:10,359 --> 00:44:12,265
it's part of a story
696
00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:15,094
can i hear it?
697
00:44:15,419 --> 00:44:16,455
no
698
00:44:19,218 --> 00:44:21,031
read it
699
00:44:25,547 --> 00:44:27,299
read it
700
00:44:42,797 --> 00:44:46,825
he is desperate and his
frustration mounts to overflowing
701
00:44:46,850 --> 00:44:50,461
before giving way to his
final and audacious mistake
702
00:44:51,750 --> 00:44:55,671
finaly he caves in
gives up
703
00:44:55,696 --> 00:45:01,555
and takes what is offered because he
knows he can because he knows he wants
704
00:45:01,780 --> 00:45:05,196
he lacks faith and
therefore patience
705
00:45:05,344 --> 00:45:10,759
the giving of himself has left him
empty and old before his time
706
00:45:18,125 --> 00:45:20,688
that's very interesting
707
00:45:23,592 --> 00:45:25,508
but i think it should be a woman
708
00:45:29,172 --> 00:45:30,784
what do you think?
709
00:45:36,734 --> 00:45:39,015
go on read it as a woman
710
00:45:46,953 --> 00:45:51,653
she is desperate and her
frustration mounts to overflowing
711
00:45:51,678 --> 00:45:54,723
before giving way to her
final and audacious mistake
712
00:45:56,848 --> 00:46:02,781
finaly she caves in, gives up
and takes what is offered
713
00:46:03,906 --> 00:46:09,419
because she knows she can
because she knows she wants
714
00:46:09,734 --> 00:46:13,687
she lacks faith and
therefore patience
715
00:46:15,150 --> 00:46:20,056
the giving of herself has left her
empty and old before her time
716
00:46:34,499 --> 00:46:36,512
just don't
717
00:46:55,187 --> 00:46:56,374
damn
718
00:47:25,844 --> 00:47:27,275
excuse me miss
719
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:29,942
what do you want?
720
00:47:40,506 --> 00:47:42,896
i want you to be my wife
721
00:47:43,771 --> 00:47:44,791
what?
722
00:47:44,816 --> 00:47:47,873
i mean it. marry me. please
723
00:47:50,677 --> 00:47:52,856
why should i marry you?
724
00:47:55,597 --> 00:47:56,936
well why not me?
725
00:47:56,961 --> 00:47:59,888
listen mister i'm
already engaged
726
00:47:59,959 --> 00:48:02,435
see? this is an engagement ring
727
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:04,958
that's not an engagement ring
728
00:48:05,552 --> 00:48:09,130
that's a college ring and it
belongs to my friend Henry
729
00:48:09,224 --> 00:48:10,514
Back off pal
730
00:48:10,639 --> 00:48:13,505
i don't know anyone named Henry
this is an engagement ring
731
00:48:13,630 --> 00:48:16,705
a significant emblem
a potent piece of jewelry
732
00:48:16,729 --> 00:48:18,229
and it's mine
733
00:48:31,733 --> 00:48:36,061
but i thought you
wanted to get married
734
00:48:50,124 --> 00:48:52,920
i just wanted somebody to ask
735
00:49:17,624 --> 00:49:21,889
Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky
736
00:49:25,249 --> 00:49:27,674
born in moscow 1821
737
00:49:28,811 --> 00:49:30,643
his father was a
738
00:49:31,668 --> 00:49:34,593
drunken brute of an army Surgeon
who treated his sowers horribly
739
00:49:34,618 --> 00:49:39,371
so he... they murdered him by pouring vodka
down his throat till he gagged
740
00:49:41,139 --> 00:49:43,913
Fyodor had some success
with his first novel but
741
00:49:43,938 --> 00:49:46,710
then he was arrested for
subversion against Tsar
742
00:49:48,296 --> 00:49:52,671
after 8 months in
solitary confinement
743
00:49:53,201 --> 00:49:55,951
he was led before a firing squad
744
00:49:58,968 --> 00:50:01,246
he stood there in a death shroud
745
00:50:01,371 --> 00:50:05,226
facing an open and hastily dug
grave awaiting his execution
746
00:50:05,751 --> 00:50:08,945
then some one decided he
didn't need to be shot
747
00:50:11,686 --> 00:50:16,232
so for the next 4 or 5 years he did hard
labour in some cold siberian prison
748
00:50:16,841 --> 00:50:21,530
it was there in siberia that he
began to suffer from epilepsy
749
00:50:32,764 --> 00:50:38,076
finally 10 years after being
dragged away in chains
750
00:50:38,951 --> 00:50:41,292
he returned to Saint Petersburg
751
00:50:42,741 --> 00:50:47,576
he converted to a conservative and
profoundly religious philosophy
752
00:50:47,905 --> 00:50:50,422
nevertheless he was
utterly destitute
753
00:50:50,447 --> 00:50:53,063
an alcoholic and a
compulsive gambler
754
00:50:53,702 --> 00:50:55,661
he married Anna Dostoyevskaya
755
00:50:56,386 --> 00:50:59,400
and wrote atleast 4 of the
greatest novels in history
756
00:51:25,093 --> 00:51:27,780
i have nothing else to say
757
00:51:30,341 --> 00:51:32,422
i can't teach you anything
758
00:51:36,764 --> 00:51:38,443
class dismissed
759
00:51:47,982 --> 00:51:52,826
Knowing is not enough
760
00:52:12,702 --> 00:52:14,870
pal you alright?
761
00:52:18,155 --> 00:52:21,158
yeah i'll be okay
762
00:52:22,967 --> 00:52:26,692
just let me rest my head here in
the gutter for 5 or 10 minutes
763
00:52:26,817 --> 00:52:28,982
i'll be alright
764
00:52:34,139 --> 00:52:36,264
i'm sorry to bother you
765
00:52:37,279 --> 00:52:38,536
what is it?
766
00:52:39,461 --> 00:52:42,179
can you tell me how to get
down to the river from here?
767
00:52:54,952 --> 00:52:57,030
does anyone need any assistance?
768
00:52:58,545 --> 00:53:00,186
anyone need any assistance?
769
00:53:02,061 --> 00:53:04,092
can i help someone?
770
00:53:04,608 --> 00:53:06,671
somebody need any help?
771
00:53:07,820 --> 00:53:09,289
can i help someone?
772
00:53:10,639 --> 00:53:12,624
someone need any assistance?
773
00:53:16,061 --> 00:53:17,911
can i help someone?
774
00:53:19,561 --> 00:53:20,795
can i help someone?
775
00:53:22,639 --> 00:53:24,130
somebody need any help?
776
00:53:26,982 --> 00:53:28,810
someone need any assistance?
777
00:53:31,124 --> 00:53:32,639
can i help someone?
778
00:53:34,341 --> 00:53:35,903
someone need any help?
779
00:53:37,935 --> 00:53:40,060
does anyone need any assistance?
780
00:53:41,670 --> 00:53:43,420
can i help someone?
781
00:53:45,295 --> 00:53:46,936
can i help someone?
782
00:53:48,577 --> 00:53:50,046
can i help someone?